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Status Update
Sign: Gemini
Orientation: Straight
Shout OutYou're the reason I get up in the morning and drag my ass out of bed.
You're the reason I stopped wishing I was dead. You're the reason I look forward to going to school. You always walk me to lunch and I think it's so cool. You're the reason I am happy agian. You're the reason I say I love you I just don't know when. I do love you, I truly honestly do. But you should know, the way you feel about her is the way I feel about you. It stings when you walk with me and leave me to hold her in your arms. But I cant blame you because I love you and couldn't wish you any harm. I can't blame you because if I were yours I'd want you to be the same way. But I'm not, you don't know how much I do want to be though someday. It stings when you say you love me just because I buy you food. I wish so bad that you'd mean it and pray someday you do. It stings when I almost cry I public over you and you would kill to go find her. It stings when you say "Well I'm gunna go get my girlfriend now" and I just say "Sure." And you should know I do cry over you, almost every single night. When I'm alone and trying to fall asleep and no one is in sight. I cry over you when I see your troubles are hurting you. Almost as if I can feel your pain too. It hurts when you tell me I'm awesome and I rock. Because I don't for simple things like that, but for you I'll never stop. Remember when you told people I'd take a bullet for you? I sware that I really would. Not for anyone else but for you I definitally could. Remember when you took me out to eat just for picking up your shit? Was there more to that event or was simplicity just it? I wonder sometimes If you tried to tell me you liked me. I'm sorry but I always got nervous around you, but I guess you didn't see. But then I tell myself 'Na- he just likes me as a friend'. You don't know how much I wanted the suspense to end. But then you found her. And I couldn't be more happy for you. I cry because she is so fuckin lucky to have you. Because I wish I had you. I pray I could have you. I cry because I want you. I do reckless things over you. I'd do anything for you. I'd do anything you tell me to. I feel pain over you. But I love again because of you. I feel again because of you. I think of nothing but you. Everytime I talk what's really on my mind is you. But I sware I am not obsessed with you. I love you. |














